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I had my Spanish lesson at Caffenio today. Yun dropped me off on her way to do some work. It’s less than a 5 minute walk,  but it’s getting hot and it was on her way. But as a consequence I forgot the house keys and our house is not one that can be broken in to. So I went to the park in our neighborhood. Something I don’t ever do, especially in the day when it’s 100+ outside. But sitting on a bench in the shade, it’s actually really comfortable. Lots of birds singing and pleasant smells of flowers. It’s turned out to be a pretty good place to study.

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John 11

Wednesday, April 23rd, 2014
12pm

“Now Jesus loved Martha and her sister and Lazarus.” 11.5

In verse 3, the sisters send a message to Jesus advising of the situation with Lazarus and including a reminder that Lazarus is someone that Jesus loves. That reminder seems strange to me. If the sisters were confident Jesus in fact loved their brother, why would they feel it necessary to remind him? If I were to do that to my wife, it would probably come across a little manipulative or guilt-inducing. If you really love me, then this is what you should do. If I know she loves me, I don’t need to remind her of that in order to motivate her to do something for me. The sisters know that Jesus is busy, so perhaps it’s a lack of confidence in not knowing where they rank in the spectrum of Jesus’ priorities. Whatever was going on in their head, it seems to me that the inclusion of this reminder in their petition would suggest a lack of confidence in what Jesus would do for them.

Nonetheless, we’re reassured of Jesus’ love for Lazarus in verse 5. But that reassurance seems to be inserted for the benefit of the reader who, given what Jesus does next, might question if Jesus does really love Lazarus. Yes, Jesus really does love Lazarus, but things are not going to be predictable. It’s as if Jesus is saying, trust me, this ride is not going to be what you expect. It’s going to be so much better, even when it looks like it’s not going well.

The sisters would have been familiar with the prior works of Jesus as recorded in this book (and surely a lot more than what was recorded). Time after time they would have either seen or heard what their friend was up to. Time after time he had proven himself to them. They therefore should have had sufficient history at this point to know, 1] Jesus does the unexpected, and 2] Jesus doesn’t disappoint, which should have led to the conclusion, 3] Even when it looks like catastrophe, trust that our friend is up to something spectacular.

But it’s so easy to give up and to believe their friend has abandoned them. After all, that’s what our relationships in life seem to endlessly instruct us. Abandonment. Betrayal. It’s hard to trust that this man will be different. But he is different. And despite all of the events that establish that fact, it is still very hard to believe that, in the end, he will not be like the others. And he seems quite aware of that struggle. We’re reminded, amidst the confusion the sisters were going through, that he does in fact love them. And despite not submitting to their expectations (to come running or to heal remotely), he instead far exceeds their expectations in the end.

It’s easy to focus solely on Lazarus in this story and to miss the work that Jesus was doing in the lives of the sisters. Their brother was dying and their struggle with that was no small thing. Fear. Confusion. Frustration. Impatience. Anger. Sadness. Hopelessness. Doubt. In reality, their struggle could have been much worse than their brother’s. We don’t even know if he was conscious throughout his illness.

But here in verse 5 the reader is reminded Jesus did in fact love them. But that love would manifest itself to the glory of God, that the Son would be glorified. Jesus’ love for the sisters. For Lazarus. Would be a love that glorified God.

1Corinthians 10.31
“So, whether you eat or drink, or whatever you do, do all to the glory of God.”

Their friend’s love was to the glory of God, so that their love would become the glory of God.

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Spanish Studies

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In addition to memorizing the prior list of verbs and their conjugations, this was included in my homework for today. There’s a few conjugations I’m not sure are correct because I don’t know the context. Object pronouns are new to me and so confuse me easily.

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Spanish Studies

Day 2 Notes
Summary: We went through the rules that regulate the conjugation of some irregular verbs. I was also given a list of verbs that do not follow any particular pattern. We reviewed the verbs for to be and the preposition a, and how certain articles change with its use in various contexts. The irregular verbs that change when the penultimate syllable is an o is difficult for me as the o changes into the dipthong ue. Dipthongs are rare in English and I think this is why I struggle both in pronunciation and in the mental processing of the change.

Irregular verbs
Despartar/to wake up/depierto
Pensar/pienso/to think/pensamos
Sentir/to feel/siento (lo siento)
With the nosotros form it reverts to the normal conjugation
Comensar/to start, begin/comienso
Empezar/maybe something you do each day
Comensar/for the very first time
Penultimate syllable is a o for letter u and e with irregular verb, present, subjunctive, and imperative
Dormir, to sleep, yo duermo, tu duermes
Son)ar/to dream, yo sueno, tu suenas, el suena
Contar/to count, yo cuento, tu cuentes, el cuente,

Llover (to rain) third person form only
Llueve
Colgar, to hang, yo cuelgo
Prenda (singular form of clothes)
Ropa is only plural and for something general
Encontrar, to find, yo encuentro
Mobir, to move, yo muevo, tu mueves
Probar, to taste or try, yo pruebo, tu pruebas
Recordar, to remember, yo recuerdo
Recuerdo is also a noun
Volver, to return, yo vuelvo, tu vuelves,
Volar, to fly, yo vuelo
Poder, to be able, yo puedo, tu puedes
Oler, to smell, huelo (dipthongs take on an h), third person olemos (since doesnt change)

Verbs that in -acer -ecer, -ocer, -ucir
First person in singluar have a z and a c together
Aborrecer, to hate (to really not like), aborezco, only w/ the first person,
Conocer, to know/aquainted, conozco, conoces
Conducir, to drive(like cattle), conduzco
Cocer, to cook, (coc – cocina), (the prior rule trumps this rule), yo cueco,

Preposition A
Used before a verb, the verb must be an infinitive
Voy a….plus verb, verb always infinitive

El/los – masculine
Los stays the same always
El can change w/ preposition a before, it changes to al, after de change to del
Vengo  del parque
La comida es del perro

La/Las
Prepposition a la cama, de la cama. In plural the same.
El agua, las aguas
El aguila, las aguilas
Alma (soul)
El alma, las almas
Arte, el arte, las artes
Area, el area, las area
Aula (classroom), el aula, las aulas

Words that have -gue -gui
Guerra (war)
Aguila
These words you dont use pronounce the U

Verguenza (the U has the dots over it which requires you to pronounce the U)
Penguino (has the dots so you pronounce U)

-ge, -gi
Same as -je, -ji
Girar (jirar) (to spin)
Angel (Anjel, not angel)

The verb to be
Estar
Ser

Ser for events
Estar for people or things that are concrete

La reunion es en la oficina (is because its an event)
Mi mama esta en la cocina (because it is a person)

With Adjectivos
Es bonita, esta bonita
Emotions (estar)

Sometimes use tener (like cold, heat, hunger sed)
Sediento
Dont say estoy caliente (tengo calor

Reir (to laugh), yo rio (accent on i)
Venir, to come, yo vengo, tu vienes, viene, venimos
Perder, to lose, yo pierdo
Traer, to bring, traigo, traies, traemos
Distraer, distraigo (to distract)
Decir, yo no digo nada, tu dices, dice, decimo, dicen (to say)

Homework
Two exercises
Conjugate the verbs
She will send me two sentences

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back to the doctor

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I had an appointment today with a rheumatologist here in Hermosillo. He is a friend of Yun’s dad. I was told by my prior doctor to see a rheumatologist to rule out a number of things. Yun’s dad has been giving me my annual shoulder injections, but he’s too far for me to schedule a week day visit.

This new doctor seemed pretty legit. He spent an hour going over my history and doing an exam. He also took ultrasound of both shoulders. In the past, I’ve only had ultrasounds of my left shoulder. In the US, I was never told I should do one.

The ultrasound on the right shoulder revealed a small tear on the tendon and also that I have tendinitis in both shoulders. My previous ultrasound showed that I had a pretty significant bursitis with my left shoulder.

So I was prescribed some medication which I am told should (I am always skeptical) resolve my problem in 3 to 6 months. I have scheduled a follow up visit in 1 month to check on the progress.

Unfortunately, I was told not to use my arms much at all. No lifting them above my head. No washing cars. No heavy lifting. And worst of all, no bike riding. The last one was the most disappointing given the progress I have been making over the course of the last two weeks. I really don’t want to have to start fresh again in 3-6 months given how hard it was the first time. I will try to find an alternative to get me through until then. Perhaps jogging which I find incredibly boring.

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Street riding

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I went on another street ride with Arturo and his wife last night. It was a little longer than our first ride last Monday, but significantly easier. In fact, after a couple desert rides of similar distance, the city rides seem to require very little effort now. That seems like an indication that I am making some good progress! The desert rides are still very intimidating for me though.

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John 11

Tuesday, April 22nd, 2014
8am

“But when Jesus heard it he said, “This illness does not lead to death. It is for the glory of God, so that the Son of God may be glorified through it.” 11.4

My immediate conclusion from hearing this would have been, “oh great, Lazarus isn’t going to die” and it reminds me of chapter 9 of John.

“As he passed by, he saw a man blind from birth. And his disciples asked him, “Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he was born blind?” Jesus answered, “It was not that this man sinned, or his parents, but that the works of God might be displayed in him. We must work the works of him who sent me while it is day; night is coming, when no one can work.” 9.1-4

So Jesus is saying that Lazarus will not die from his illness, and like the blind man in chapter 9, the purpose of the illness is to glorify God.

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Jesus knows the events that are going to happen and he knows that Lazarus is going to die. But he says that this illness is, “not to death”, which can only be taken to mean that it will not ultimately end in death. Nonetheless, this must have been particularly confusing to his disciples when Jesus tells them Lazarus is dead (v14). Huh? But didn’t you say Lazarus’ illness does not lead to death? It would have all been very confusing had I been in that audience. Was Jesus mistaken? What is he going to do? How do I reconcile those two statements:

1. Lazarus’ illness does not lead to death
2. Lazarus has died

I’d like to think that after having witnessed 6 prior miracles (water into wine, healing a royal official’s son, healing a paralytic, feeding 5000 people, walking on water, and healing a man that was born blind) I would have thought, “well, this is going to be another miraculous event!” But I doubt that would have been my reaction then any more than it would be today. My immediate impulse would probably tend toward disappointment.

9am

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Spanish Studies

Today was my first day with my Spanish language tutor Minerva. Yun ran an ad in the paper a week ago to see if we could find someone. We received three applicants. Minerva was the only one that spoke English.

We met at Caffenio for an hour from 2-3pm at discussed what I want the meetings to look like. I want to spend time reading out loud, listening for comprehension, and writing. She will construct daily homework each day for review the following day. I will also have weekly tests to evaluate my progress.

We also had opportunity to explore how little I speak and understand. We went over basic verb conjugation (which I thought I knew better than I demonstrated), greetings, and basic conversation.

Here are some things I learned:

Sonorans and Chihuahuans tend to say ‘sh’ for ‘ch’. So musho instead of mucho.

Potencial Simple (conditional form verb conjugation)
I would like / me gustaria
I would have / tendría
I would be (estar) / estaría
I would be (ser) / sería
I would study / estudiaría

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John 11

Monday, April 21s, 2014
9am

“Now a certain man was ill, Lazarus of Bethany, the village of Mary and her sister Martha.” 11.1

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Lazarus
Lazarus is the Latin form of Eleazar which means “God is my help”.
Lazaros in ancient Greek, Lazarus is late latin.
There are two people named Lazarus in the bible. Mary and Martha’s brother here in John 11, and the poor man with Abraham in Luke 16.
There is a medical term called the Lazarus syndrome where people, who have been declared dead, seem to spontaneously come back to life. There are a number of recorded instances of this phenomena here.

Bethany
Bethany wiki
Simon the Leper is also from Bethany.
Bethany is called al-Eizariya (arabic) today, which means, Place of Lazarus.
the etymology and meaning of Bethany are disputed, with various proposals.
Bethany is located on the southeast slope of the mt of olives
Bethany was approximately 2 miles/3.2 km from Jerusalem

There are very little details regarding the nature of the illness. We don’t know how long Lazarus was ill. We don’t know the symptoms. It’s possible his illness was very aggressive given the time frame between the petition to Jesus for help and his death.

“It was Mary who anointed the Lord with ointment and wiped his feet with her hair, whose brother Lazarus was ill.” 11.2

Mary anoints the feet of Jesus in John 12. This is the only instance in the Bible I can think of where someone is described by an event that occurs future to the present text. There are two recorded occurrences of Jesus being anointed with perfume (and tears). Mary in this text, and an unnamed (sinful) woman in Luke 7.

Mary’s role in verse 2 seems to be a reference for the identity of her brother Lazarus. This is the first (and only) introduction of Lazarus in the bible, but Mary and Martha are also recorded in Luke 10 from an event earlier in the life of Jesus. Perhaps Mary (and Martha?) were better known than their brother up until this point. I would imagine Lazarus would have been much better known himself after he was raised from the dead.

“So the sisters sent to him, saying, “Lord, he whom you love is ill.'” 11.3

It is upon this verse that some people believe Lazarus was the other of the Gospel which has traditionally been attributed to John.

John 13.23
“One of his disciples, whom Jesus loved, was reclining at table at Jesus’ side…”

John 19.26
“When Jesus saw his mother and the disciple whom he loved standing nearby, he said to his mother, “Woman, behold, your son!”

John 21.20-24
“Peter turned and saw the disciple whom Jesus loved following them, the one who also had leaned back against him during the supper and had said, “Lord, who is it that is going to betray you?” When Peter saw him, he said to Jesus, “Lord, what about this man?” Jesus said to him, “If it is my will that he remain until I come, what is that to you? You follow me!” So the saying spread abroad among the brothers that this disciple was not to die; yet Jesus did not say to him that he was not to die, but, “If it is my will that he remain until I come, what is that to you?” This is the disciple who is bearing witness about these things, and who has written these things, and we know that his testimony is true.”

The challenge to the proposal that Lazarus was the ‘beloved disciple” and the one that wrote the Book of John is that the ‘beloved disciple’ was one of the 12 at the Last Supper. Lazarus was not one of those 12 and therefore it seems reasonable to conclude he was not the author. Nonetheless, Lazarus does seem the recipient of the special designation “he whom you love”. It would suggest a history between Jesus and Lazarus which has not been recorded.

It’s interesting that the sisters include that description (he whom you love) in their petition to Jesus. It’s almost as if they are reminding Jesus of the special relationship he has with their family and with Lazarus in particular. The reminder seems also to carry an implication. If you do in fact love our brother…then you’ll get here immediately and heal this sickness.

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Book: Before Jerusalem Fell


Before Jerusalem Fell: Dating the Book of Revelation by Kenneth Gentry

Helpful extractions from the book:

Berkhof’s helpful study, Principles of Biblical Interpretation, teaches that hermeneutics “is properly accomplished only by the readers’ transposing themselves into the time and spirit of the author.”

Mickelsen’s widely used Interpreting the Bible notes: “Simply stated, the task of interpreters of the bible is to find out the meaning of a statement (command, question) for the author and for the first hearers or readers, and thereupon to transmit that meaning to mod- ern readers.”

The first historical persecution of the Church by imperial Rome was by Nero Caesar from A.D. 64 to A.D. 68.

New Testament scholars commonly divide the options on the dating of Revelation between these two periods.5 We should note, however, that more precise dates than simply pre-A.D. 70 and c. A.D. 95 have been suggested by scholars – although the demonstra- tion of a pre-A.D. 70 date is the major issue.

From this general principle he [Berhkof] goes on to assert strongly that: “It is impossible to understand an author and to interpret his words correctly unless he is seen against the proper historical background.”

The actual defense of the early date of Revelation will be begun by initially considering the external evidence. This species of evidence is greatly stressed by late date advocates and is generally conceded on all sides to be their strongest argument.

Indeed, F. J. A. Hort even states in regard to the evidence for a late date: “This is virtually external only.

The evidence from tradition regarding the date of Revelation is almost invariably considered in conjunction with the question of the date of John’s banishment to the island of Patmos.

Interestingly, there have been several able scholars who have denied that John was banishment to Patmos.

The references to “tribulation” and “patience,” he argues, do not necessarily relate to the reason for his being at Patmos.

Reuss even goes so far as to say: “The exile of the Apostle John to Patmos . . . is itself only a fable derived from a false interpretation of 1:9 (in which very passage pczpvpiov is not martyrdom but preaching).”

Furthermore, despite disagree- ments as to the tine of John’s banishment, there is virtual harmony in antiquity as to the fact of his banishment

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